Here Without You..

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

Helpless.. :(

It gets too confusing when I've been bursting to say something for hours.. to utter one word of regret, of hopelessness, of misery and all I can do finally is.. to be happy.

?????

What is it supposed to mean?
Vain? Careless? Inconsiderate? Maybe.

But what is it then.. thoughtlessness.. gosh, you're so thoughtless.

Is it not really right to make someone your "everything"? When they're gone.. you have nothing. When they're with you and not with you. Incomplete. Everything seems unrequited. What exactly is it all supposed to mean?

Far too serious to be called a joke and far too funny to be called serious.
Never thought I'd feel lonely, being the luckiest person in the world.
Have I been thoughtless or is what I see thoughtlessness? No-one to blame but just everyone to hate.