Questionable Questions?

Shouldn't expect too much, or shouldn't expect anything at all. Expectations expectations expectations. Bleh. And then end up blaming yourself for no reason at all and then.. forget it? Forget it. I don't expect myself to go on.. this time.

People change, they change opinions all the time. Their views change. It just happens that sometimes, you understand what people say. You relate. And you think "If I'd heard this last week, I'd have called that meaningless". Absolutely. Events and people may sometimes be 'nothing' or maybe.. exactly something you needed. It's enough for you too see that you were right. You weren't alone. There are other been-there-done-thats.

It isn't their fault that people don't know what some people've been up to. They wouldn't even have cared if that person had no real value in their lives. Everyday happenings, but yes, no-one knows. Not their fault.

Can I Have Some Peace?

Can I have some peace?
I don't want to die
But I know what it is
You want it to happen alright

You see 'em die everyday
And you say "cowards"
But what are you?
Bowing down to the system anyway

Can I have some peace?
When you really care,
Can you shut up please?
I can't really go anywhere

My country, this is
I was born, they made me think
I have to make them proud
Even if I have to kill myself within

So, that's why you see
Education's so important
It really helped me
I didn't know this would really happen

I always say "Never Again"
I made a mistake
But they drag me unto it
Till I have no space

I don't know how you do that
But whatever it is
Can't you just go on and brag?
I won't mind a bit

They say,
I'm stupid, I'm mindless
But they'll see
All their values are senseless
And I guess that's sweet

What can I do
To make me free?
You did it all again
You failed to see

It's not about what I can do
It's about what you have done
I don't lock the door for nothing
It's just so that reality doesn't creep in

You say you love me?
I don't give a shit
Monkey-see, monkey-do
That's all there is to it

Can I have some peace?
I'm already dead
But they don't know
They won't until they stop banging the door

They'd say "She was a nice girl, but she didn't listen to us"
"She was good, but she failed"
"She was my daughter, but she betrayed"

She could've done what we told her
We've always loved her so
What can we do?
She had her own way

But I wake up yet again
To the same nightmare reality
When all I see is hate
But you say I'm just vain

You can wrong me,
I'm wrong again
You can tell me to live
But I'd be gone again

Had enough of it
No More
I thought I knew what I had to do
But I ignored

You know you're right
Whatever you say, is the best for me
But that's just ridiculous
You failed to see

Why don't you do what you're told?
You're old enough
But why don't you shut up?
You've said enough

Can I have some peace?
I don't want to die
But I know what it is
You want it to happen alright.

Unrequited Respect

Is there a song that no-one sings? A dream that no-one dreams..can there be a reality that no-one sees? Seems likely, almost.

But if that isn't seen it isn't known. It just exists for the "different", the exceptions, been-there-done-thats. Some things are almost invisible to the normal people if they just do what they're told. This isn't just about anything, it's about what you call.."School". No offence, all you teachers' pets but they can get irritatingly stupid sometimes.

Why do they expect us to "respect" their feelings, their decisions, their stupidity if they can't do that themselves? Selfishness, ego? Pretentiousness? Oh right, that's obvious. But what if they weren't what they have become? After all, it not what you do, it's what you are. Inside.

Everyone's seen stuff happening, but what do they do? Keep shut, none of their business..right? That's what they're supposed to do. Conformists. Hate them. Silence is acceptance, shout out loud. Get out on the streets and tell everyone exactly how screwed up the system is. Anyhow, these lyrics weren't written simply..they have a meaning.

"We don't need no education
We don't need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone"

All-in-all you're just another brick in the wall...
And yes, why do they need to break down the wall if that's so important? There doesn't remain anything else but to "not be another brick in the wall" That's where we see rebellion in the ranks. Way to go!

Microscopic Perfection

No-one's perfect and no-one has to be either..

Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.

Umm..true. As if you don't get many now. Maybe you are one. Who knows? Some people never get to know their real worth till it's too late. Sometimes till the last possible moment when they can be told about what they are. What they mean to them, or how they've influenced their lives. Why is it this way? Why can't anyone just go around telling people how good they are?

Time goes about ticking away like it is now. I'm losing the possible hours to study for the test tomorrow. Maybe someone else is losing on something far more important. Worth much more, tremendously more important than an oridinary Science test.

It just matters..if you care. If you don't, then just go on reading. If you think there are better things to do, you know what to do, then. Reading this won't lead anywhere, but you still read it. And me...writing this isn't leading anywhere, but I continue writing.

Negative or Positive. Words are words..and people should understand their words.

Sickening Sweetness

It has been observed..hmm..people turn sickeningly sweet after they act themselves. Yes, especially parents. Only parents. Who cares? Just to write something, just to write..

Time doesn't change. It's still the same, you know, seconds, minutes, hours..days, weeks, years...decades. Time won't change. Just the people do, circumstances do. And it isn't as if they change themselves. Others change them for a reason, if they have one. Without a reason. Meaningless. And here we go, we lose another one of us. For good.

How many times have people said, "Don't change". But people tend to make the same mistakes, again and again, again and again. And this will continue 'til everything exists. Me, you and whoever.

As if things weren't bad enough already. They have to go worse, the laptop. It just went..dead. Just like that. Dead. Here we go again...